It's been a long time since I've written so much has happened. Today seemed a good day to get back in touch with my writing of which i miss very much.
Bh I have started my army service which is going very well I enjoy it and am having fun. I know that sound's crazy for a person in the army but it's true. At the same time journey of life has bought me many new experiences and new challenges. Which makes life all the more interesting one thing is for sure it really is a journey.
I finished my hairstyling course and PASSED :) It was a grate year i learned a lot and made alot of head way it the road of life.

I'm off for now i ho a pe to try and blog at least once a month maybe more in the meantime have a good one

-breslevgirl

The kotel

I took this pic during the summer when my family and i went to the kotel. Hope you enjoy

WAtch over Eretz Yishrel

I took this some back in june. It says Bibi watch over Isreal - meaning protect it

Success 4 years in the making

It's now a little over a month that I graduated my one year course in hairstyling and High school. To get where I am today I had to work a long 4 years. Since i began High School nothing ever went right. Ninth grade was a nightmare all i saw myself as after two months was a failure some one who could not succeed. Tenth i spent the year at home half home schooling the other trying to find a school nothing came. 11th grade i came to Israel thing were fine at first but me being behind wasn't a help. I left the school after an argument with the head Rabbi. the tears in my eyes that day the pain i can barely describe. I went to live with some friends and a few months later my parents made aliyah a second time. Their anger at me was there just waiting to see me once they did it all came rushing out. It was hard believe me the last 3 years had been hell but somehow i never gave up. A teacher of mine used to tell me all the time " All in good time" no it wasn't easy to deal with being out of school and when in school lots of problems. This year we began looking for schools but could not afford any that i liked or that i was accepted to. One day after a huge fight with my parents i got a phone call from a school.
I tell you that the only way this happened was by yad Hashem ther's no other way.
The school told me they are a High school with regular classes plus for those who like one year courses. I asked if i could come see the place and when i did registered in 5 min. I spent the most remarkebal year of my life In Wizo. I learned new thing over came challenges and succeeded in all that i did. When one feels like their worthless everything goes down in the dumps but when your seen for who you are and who you can be. This year will be out of all my school years the one i remember most. I'm sad the school year is over but ready to face life and the army with no fear like i used to. Today I am not that same girl that walked in scared thinking i'd be out of the school in two months or less.
So no my dear freinds success don't come in a day but it can change your life depnding how hard you work for it.

breslevgirl

Oh but the pain

So ive been off not unusael for me. ive been sick run off the pc and had sugery of witch i need more but dont worry some good wrtting comign up if it gets posted lol

breslevgirl

un-sure of what to do

It may sound crazy or like come on you've never been iat a point where your not sure if to go on or not? Big secret out i was dating a guy for marriage ( whioppie) but since at the moment our lives are kinda still in the teenage point. It was more like having a boyfriend ( though he wasn't and isn't) something kept coming up as fishy or more likenot ok. Belive me i kept the line the red tape never going over it though got close. IT's when there are lines that its very hard to controle thought and emotion. At some point i made it a game fights came up me not getting info or answers but it didn't bother me till... Till the kissing started then i really started worrying. But i kept myself composed and kept to the rules it seemed as if he din't want to though.
Now as iv'e broken things off i'm un-sure what to do. I don't want things to end but " acations speak louder then words" Actions are a big part of things b/c they tell you at times more about the pearson then the pearson will tell. Its importent to look at actions and juge them. So all of you girls out there un-sure of what to do just speak to an adult belive me they help tones

breslevgirl

Once agin

yes its been ages since i last wrote :). Pasach coming and for once stuff i hope will be up lking fowed

Books at long last

To the reader it may seem like a joke but at long last we found a library here where we live. Most of our books are packed away so the possibility of getting books is just GRATE! Its not a huge library but it's got more then enough for more with makes me happy.
Just thought of sharing that thought with you all.

More coming hopefully you won't have to wait months or weeks days ect..
There's been a lot on my mind and things going on i would like to write about. Also i write pomes songs ect ( though i can't play my guitar) so i might post some of that stuff on here. I'm learing hairstyling so mabey i'll take some pic of my doll in school and show you some the stuff i do Any requtes on a topic leave a comment or e-mail me

chllin ( blessings always)
-breslevgirl

At long long last

It's been ages since i blogged i guess i have this pattern of starting then stopping. Part of life you could say :). There is so much to write about i'm not sure where to start but somehow I'll get to it i know i will.
My friend and i were talking on the phone one day about Emunah relating to our lives. It interesting to compare how Emunah effects our lives. The things that come out and the understanding that comes only with such things is unlike any other. But you start to realize that living an emunah life is the only way to mange through certain things in life.
Still that dosn't mean life isn't hard we don't have hard times and that things are always smooth. But we go on why i'm not sure we just do i'd like to hear thought's about this. If there's a pearson who reads this blog lol